Love is a feeling that words cannot justify // I used to be in love. Ha. So in love that no one exists but me and him. It was me and him against the world…didn’t care what others had to say as time passed away// I still read those poems from every Valentine’s day// Chyeah, I admit I am still pressed. So what that my friends think that I am a fool to believe in you…but at least I confessed that I am truly blessed that I’ve met you// We both fucked up…made mistakes that are regretted until this day// I wish that I could stop that moment when you first said “I love you like a fat kid loves cake”// that moment when I realized that I did love you back// I didn’t at first know how to react because of the pain that I’ve dealt in the past// I opened up and let myself go, which blew up in my face// I’ve seen you’ve moved on// I am not like you..I am not strong// I keep turning but realized that every turn that I make is wrong// So I realized…I can’t say that I used to be in love, cuz I hate to admit…but I am still in love// so in love that life seems to move so slow…I just wish that I can just go with the flow// This pain I feel…I can’t contain…and it’s driving me insane// I am glad you are happy. That is the only thing I wish for you to be…no matter what, I’m glad that you feel free// Just know that I’ve grown and realized how much you’ve really meant to me//I crash into my feelings, down it with patron and burn my cigs away// I crash into these stupid annoying feelings that I would hope to disappear// But what do these emotions do? They keep fucking coming back every second of the day//It’s been almost a year now and I can’t seem to even gear my way out// I’m back at square one when I thought I was done.